Sunday, August 1, 2010

Out of Body Experience

As in I want OUT of this BODY so I can EXPERIENCE life as a "normal" 30-year old or at least a better functioning one.

Things aren't great. Seems now that the doctors have finally caught on that my infection is not gone and that's not good. The official CT report from the radiologist came back classified as Not Normal with notes of infection and a possible new sinus tract/fistula.

I did my chest X-ray on Friday along with the blood work and will have my ultrasound tomorrow at 9 a.m. The new plan is to reconvene with my GI tomorrow afternoon instead of her original plan of having me seen to review results a week from tomorrow. Good because we don't have to wait, a bit scary because that means there is some urgency.

I'm scared, I'm confused, I'm tired and I'm done feeling this way. Hopefully now that the urgency has appeared on the part of the doctors they will figure me out and treat me before things get worse.

I'm ordered to call if I get even a tiny bit worse...

So for now we wait to see what today and tomorrow bring.


ThisMamaRAZZI said...

So not fair. I keep on waiting on good news from you lady. It has to come soon as you are being put through the wringer. I wish that I had something super insightful to say or words of wisdom but this situation that you're in has me coming up with nothing but your Docs need to fix this and fast. Keep me posted and I'll be thinking of you and sending love.

duck said...

Oh hun, I'm so sorry to read that the infection is still there, it's like you keep getting shot at.

I too wish I had something wise to say, but, all I got is a whole lot of love going your way, your strong, at some point it has to get better. It just has to.

Jenn Ciscel said...

Just wanted to tell you that I Love You :) I will continue praying for you every nite & send nothing but love & good vibes your way. XOXOXO